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I don't like when you look at other girls How you joke and flirt with them   Hearing how you do it behind my back Like I'm not there You act like there is nothing you can do Like you could never do anything wrong How so like a rose you are Able to bring me happiness and hurt The color you can bring like petals Though they will fade and wilt It's only a matter of time before your thorns catch my skin When you don't know how like a rose you are

Waiting for something? For time? For decisions? For nothing? What am I really waiting for? Truth? Forgiveness? Understanding? Who is it I want it from? Family? Friends? Anybody? These questions keep coming But who are they really for?

"No one is here. No one is here. No one is here..." I whisper. Only someone is here and their footsteps are getting closer to my hinding spot. My heart can't stop racing. I can't scream because it's stuck in my throght, but all I have to do is remind myself. Stay quiet and you will get another chance...

Have your ever had your world shattered? Broken to bits in just two words. Those two little words crush you if you're not ready for them. "I can't''. Today was that day. Now I am officially bracing myself for the impact of my own destruction. I feel so empty, and dark now. Ready to dig my own grave six feet under. My heart now in black broken pieces. I have no tears left to cry over him. Just emptiness and the abillity to sulk in my self pitty. Is it crazy to love someone that much? Am I stupid for loving him when I knew it would probably go up in flames anyway? I need someone to take me away from this rising pain.....

Nobody is listening to what I think Voices buzzing over mine I have a voice But I don't Then something gose wrong Heads turn And so dose the spotlight Onto me My hopes are crushed   My dreams shattered My voice stolen My heart chained Will I ever recover? Is anybody going to help? Please help...... Im lost

The baked cement to hot to stand on Forcing me to get my feet wet When all I want is a tan Nothing will diminish my joyous mood Instead I embrace my misfortune The water is cool The sun is shinning People crowd the pool And I enjoy this happy sight

 Rolling out of of bed with Monday morning slowness. The sun shining through the shades that don't quite fit my window. A pink tint covers my blue walls because of it. Hearing signs of mama cooking her breakfast downstairs. The smells reaching my room causing my stomach to churn. Cringing, I shut my door. The smell disappearing, I walked over to my mirror. At first sight I almost jumped through my skin. My hair was a mess of tangles, and my late night just made dark circles under my eyes. Even a human would notice them they were so dark. Make-up just wasn't going to cover them. It's already hard enough to find anything to match my pale comp